PENISMONK

Cum Harvest

2011-11-28T16:43:00.000-08:00

This is the first dump. I'm looking to fill this vessel with what I estimate will be 10 loads of sacred semen.

A beautiful specimen

2011-08-08T08:54:00.000-07:00

Penis is more than just scrotum, shaft, and (my favorite part) the head. Penis is the male form attached to it. I love this picture.

What I want for Christmas - A Penis Tree

2011-08-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

My Divine Penis

2011-07-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

Bate Season

2011-06-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

The urge to bate is growing stronger each day. Has to do with the warmer weather, the warmth of the air on my bare skin, the ability to be outdoors naked. My most significant bate sessions are outdoors. Just bating amidst nature, even if its only in my backyard, is a rewarding and dynamic experience. But added to that is the thrill or anticipation that I might be seen. I admit, I am a proud bator, and so devoted to my penis that I show it proudly and want others to see him in his glory.

stages toward the edge and beyond

2011-01-28T07:49:00.000-08:00

Found this over at peaks-n-pulses blog and find it useful. Reposting here to keep it handy. The following is a 10-point scale of penile arousal benchmarks we experience during a session of edging.

0 = no arousal
1 = twinge at base of penis
2 = occasional little surges of pleasure (precumming possible)
3 = starting to feel good
4 = steady hum low-level arousal
5 = feeling really good, metabolism increases
6 = really into it, don’t want to leave
7 = continuous rush of pleasure (deeper breathing, vocalizing)
8 = buzzing inside (heartbeat sped up)
9 = intense pleasure (PONR is only strokes away)
9.5 = inducing separate emission
9.9 = PONR, ejaculatory reflex is triggered
10 = ejaculation (expulsion phase)

Bate is Beautiful

2011-01-20T05:56:00.000-08:00

Why is bate so beautiful? I will be meditating on this idea over the next few weeks. I've had some rewarding bate sessions over at bateworld. It has been very satisfying to share my recent penis worship sessions on cam. I do open up more when I am being watched, and the more vulnerable I am in the presence of other bators, the deeper my penis rewards me.

Welcome Yule

2010-12-21T04:05:00.000-08:00

Yule Bate

2010-12-18T13:49:00.000-08:00

I've been meditating on Cernunnos during my bate as Yule approaches. I'm planning an evening dedicated to solo penis worship and meditation on Tuesday.

The Essence of Penile Masculinity

2010-12-17T13:03:00.000-08:00

Eating Semen is a form of Worship

2010-11-03T11:34:00.001-07:00

"Then from his linga Shiva released his perfect seed which had the fragrant perfume of jasmine or the blue lotus. Agni took it into his hands and drank it, rejoicing, thinking, 'Elixir!' and then Shiva vanished."

Saura Purana, quoted in Conner, Sparks & Sparks, p44

The States toward Penis Ecstasy

2010-10-19T09:56:00.000-07:00

Masturbation is a powerful way to reach sexual ecstasy and freedom in search of my most basic, instinctual self. Ritual masturbation awakens the mind and body to merge, or reunite, my identity with my penis. As the instrument that creates life-giving semen, penis is the essence of me. In the beginning, I was pure penis. For the past few years, I have followed a journey to reunite with this cosmic essence through ritual masturbation and penis worship. A physical, pleasure-based experience of communion with my cock, God, and the penis brotherhood.

Based on readings and the experience of myself and others, here is a description of stages on the path to this cosmic penile erotic ecstasy.

Awakening

In this beginning state, the penis and body awake to pass mildly through stimulating eroticism, like that associated with a blowjob or sexual intercourse. The point of the awakening is to admire the penis, love his appearance, caress him, enjoy the feel of him in the hand. In this state, I tell the body that I am not going to have a typical sexual encounter, but rather, I am driving toward a solosexual, masturbatory sensation of self-love, awareness, and to reach states beyond. Orgasm closes the door to this path.

Penis Bliss
This is a point of euphoria. Usually, this state is entered after an hour or two of stroking and gazing upon my Penis. Intently focused on the Penis, I dedicate every stroke and touch to pleasuring it. I talk to my Penis, telling it how much I love him, how much I love masturbating him. Narrating for myself or others what I am doing intensifies the awareness. I verbally admit my devotion to Penis. Poppers are helpful during this state. There is still a sense of coherence, though I may be somewhat silly. I can still communicate with words. I make use of pornography, read blogs about masturbation and penis worship, and chat with others. My brain can form words, even though they are somewhat inadequate to represent what I am feeling.

Cosmic Erotic Penis Ecstasy

The sensation and feeling from touching and stroking my penis becomes so intense that rational understanding and self-control are obliterated. This state is usually entered beyond three to four hours of masturbation. Only sounds, not words, can communicate. Some call this "gooning" or "monkey bate." This is prolonged bating on the edge. The sensation is so magnificent, so lovely, that orgasm no longer seems desirable--the goal is to remain in the presence of erotic Penis Ecstasy as long as possible. There is a sensation of self-abandonment, that I am no longer a thinking, rational human. My brain has shut off and I do nothing but feel Penis pleasure. I AM my Penis, masturbating and loving myself. Babbling deeper and deeper into my Penis, I want nothing more than to stay here.

Orgasm

Orgasm for most is the climax of sexual experience. But for men like us, the climax is an ongoing state we experience during the long hours riding the edge. For the most part, orgasm means communion is over, our exit from bliss. The only reason to reach climax is to receive semen and to honor my Penis by eating the seed, or saving it for some later ritual purpose. There are times when I masturbate not for communion, but simply to collect seed. It's difficult to choose this purpose over the ritual bate, but sometimes necessary.

Why I Masturbate

2009-07-05T11:10:00.000-07:00

It's not a choice. Hanging or erect, my Penis commands my attention and devotion. I adore Penis and I masturbate as a form of worship. Gooned-out and poppered-up edging is an amazing experience, unmatched by sex.

My Penis

2009-07-01T17:04:00.000-07:00

Nothing, in all the world, is so beautiful as this.

2009-06-29T03:41:00.000-07:00